“There comes the time that I always flew into the river but it’s should be end of letting go; I fall in love everytime but always hunting meant to be down through isn’t right to my heart but it’s a nature to say Goodbye.”
🍂 Maria Leslie
“Fall”
Date: 6.18.2024
There comes the time that I always flew into the river but it’s should be end of letting go; I fall in love everytime but always hunting meant to be down through isn’t right to my heart but it’s a nature to say Goodbye.
I’m afraid to dry out of my sight if it’s not my way; I’m afraid to fly if I fall everytime; I’m afraid to fall if no one can catch me down; I’m afraid to fall unbreathing if it keeps on holding on; I’m afraid to fall dying if isn’t the right time; I’m afraid of losing my way If there’s no will from shutting down but everything’s shattered to go on but I’m not afraid to end it all wen it’s should be always letting go.
I always cry behind of memories caused it’s lost but I’m leaving and move on; I always letting go and find another way but it should be moving on.
Why pain and hurts always turning me away while leaving the edges is the reality of gone; I’m not really right and always hold back but I’m not in anymore.
I’m not really own you anymore but it’s falling away, can’t hold back’ everytime, that I should be looking back; Everytime I try to fly it’s fall from different edges to cry and let it go but it’s a lights and beautiful brighter inside to hold on.
I thought just I went down, but I don’t know that I can’t come back again caused I’ve already fallen; It’s just miscarried and can’t recover again to get back on what’s I were before because I’ve already fall to miscarried; Sometimes fall and don’t want to get out again caused don’t want to get hurt again when to get back is a pain again because I don’t want to get hurt again.
It hurts to fall but it’s a beautiful places; I see the lights in your eyes; I heard the divine ways in your voice; In your sights is risen again but I fall every time to the hurts; Those sad eyes and lonely feelings trap me this way to lose it all again and leave unto my dreams.
You fell because you will be replaced and have to accept and start over; You fell because you are not like that even if it hurts someone is meant for your good; Miscarriage is painful, but you will be far away from the sorrows you will carry.
I should carry on my downfall side wen I chose to get by: Will I know if it’s still love me? are you still there? will you leave me? will you give up if I’m not by your side? Will drop me off if I will go to downfall? Will let me go if I’m already here in my downfall?
I shelter you oh’ the greatest above behind of many wheels brokenness; In the end of existing your one hand catch me falling; Your hands are a peaceful holding on and off my chest that keeps me going on.
Description:
It’s started to the dead falling leaves that I seen dawn then I wrote this poem caused I have a feelings of fall. I also I have an experiences of falling in love and also with life and tribulations.
The brokenness and breaks my heart everytime in the fell dawn. The scared of losing life and what’s you really dream or something that can’t resist but this poem talks about downfall of gratitude inside in the other way it’s become a good moral base.
The last paragraph is mentioning about God. The kind of fall that ended with his gracefully almighty God.
Thank you!
🍂 Maria Leslie
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